Ramble...

Keep Your Eyes Ahead

2008-04-16T22:09:00.002-04:00

Well it has been awhile again!

I guess I'm just bad at this updating thing... I've been really busy with school and stuff [two more weeks!] It's getting to me, as it usually does right near the end of the semester. One word... overwhelming.

On a lighter note, I'll be 21 in less than a week! Not that it matters cuz I'm not a big drinker anyway... But at least I can drink without calling someone to get it for me now. Also, after break Matt and I are going to go to NYC! YAY! He promised we'd go to see the Christmas tree and stuff but we never got there because the day we were going to go it decided to snow... so now we waited until it was nice out! After that we're probably going to go to the beach for a couple of days cuz it's been a long time since he and I took a vacation alone together [just the two of us!] Actually, it's been about 2 years aka FOREVER! I guess we usually just go on vacation with other people along.

We also have a lovely day at good ol' Hershey Park with Matt's mommy & daddy. Just like the 12 million other times I've been there. And, we also talked about going back to Cedar Point before Matt finishs school and starts a real job. We were talking about going with RJ and Angela, but that will probably fall through since they are forever breaking up and getting back together... so who knows...

Well I guess that's all, I'll update when I have more time [after school!]

Little Devotional

2008-03-15T11:39:00.002-04:00

Okay it's been a loooooong time! But, in my defense, I did try to update last week and it wouldn't let me.

Anyway, this week was my much needed spring break. I'm glad the semester is half way over cuz I can't wait for summer!! But, I'll probably take a summer course sooooo yeah... whatever. Who cares tho, summer is great!

On Wednesday, Matt and I celebrated our 2 years. I really can't believe it's been that long!!! But it's cool, we have a lot of good memories! I got him a Tomtom cuz he wanted one for some reason and he got me a really pretty necklace. It was nice...

Yesterday, Jess & I took a much needed trip to Philly! We didn't do a whole lot, just walked around south street a lot & then we had to pick up her nephew... It was fun and stuff but I didn't buy anything for once! Amazing!!!

Oh on Wednesday I also got my timing belt replaced so now my car is running normally (it was really bad!) Now I just need new brakes and my door fixed and all will be well with the car! Hopefully soon!

I never made a scene... they came to me.

2008-02-19T20:23:00.004-05:00

Sooo I guess I'm still a litte lazy but I'm doing better with this updating thing.

There hasn't been a whole lot going on in my life right now. A lot of school and work... it keeps me busy. Lately my boss has been giving Matt and I off together so we can actually go on dates that don't consist of 2am visits to Jenny's Diner. Although, soon we won't have to work around Turkey Hill as much since Matt just had his interview for a drafting job and hopefully he gets it =) I know that would make him very happy! It's just amusing where he is going to be working for the first month or so until he gets into the office. They say they want him to expirience the field first lol... Playing with concrete and stuff...

Lately Matt and I have been wrestling with boredom tho... Anyone have any ideas of what there is to do around here when it's cold out? We're out of ideas and it kinda sucks. No more shopping though, I need to save money and Matty hates it so yeah... I have to change my timing belt in my car soon yay lots of money! Hopefully I'll get my stupid door fixed too.

In other news, my daddy just got a new truck... It's huge and a pretty dark blue color. If anyone wants his rusty nasty old one I think he's gonna try to sell it. (haha)

Tomorrow I'm suposed to do something with Melissa, hopefully I'll feel better than I did today cuz I'm beat. Two cups of coffee did nothing for me and I still have to study and write a paper! As usual... college is like hell sometimes.

Survey survey survey ;]

60 Things You Possibly Didn't Know About Me

1. What is in the back of your car?
some trash, bottled water, books

2. When was the last time you threw up?
a good while ago

3. What color is your toothbrush?
orange

4. Name one person that made you smile today.
Matt

5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
just getting up

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
working on homework

9. What is the last thing you said aloud?
I've got a headache

10. What is the best ice cream flavor?
cookie dough or something fruity

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
coffee

12. What are you wearing right now?
Sweats, t-shirt, tank

13. What was the last thing you ate?
fruit snacks

14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
yeah...

15. When was the last time you ran?
saturday?? before I started to feel sick

16. The last sporting event you watched?
hmmm can't say that I watch much, I don't have time

19. Ever go camping?
yeah who hasn't

22. Do you have a tan?
I actually have (very) little left over from last summer

24. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
nah

25. What did your last text message say?
"what?"

26. Are you someone's best friend?
well I hope so

27. What are you doing tomorrow?
school then maybe hanging out with Melissa, then Matt

28. Where is your mom? your dad?
they're both in the living room

29. Look to your left, what do you see?
clothes

31. What do you think of when you think of Australia?
kangaroos

33. What is your birthstone?
diamond lol

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
I usually go in, unless I'm with Matt cuz he's lazy

35. What is your favorite number?
11

36. Do you have a dog?
Yeah, she's annoying, little, and yappy

37. Last person you talked to on the phone?
Matt

38. Have you met anyone famous?
I don't think I have

39. Any plans today?
nothing but sleep... I'm sick =(

40. How many states have you lived in?
this one

41. Ever go to college?
yeah I'm there now

42. What do you want to be when you grow up ?
I'm not sure yet, I'd really like to write I guess

43. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Hmm right now it's not bad

44. Last song listened to?
I don't know what it was...

47. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Haha, clogs, green & pink asics, or ballet flats

49. Are you jealous of anyone?
why would I be? I think I have what I want

50. Is anyone jealous of you?
maybe, who knows

51. Do you love anyone?
Yeah

52. Do any of your friends have children?
Yeah....

53. Do you eat healthy?
I try to, but I don't have to...

54. What do you usually do during the day?
school

55. Do you hate anyone right now?
nah, there's no point in hating people & if they hate me I just laugh as they make a fool out of themselves

56. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
yeah... I work in a store

59. Have you ever been to Disney World?
yeah once

60. How did you get your scars?
I have too many scars to count... I was an adventurous kid

Live & Laugh

2008-02-06T18:42:00.000-05:00

So it's been a few days, but I was actually busy for once (aka I did my homework) Monday was a fabulous day! Class was cancelled with Dr. Africa (always a plus!) So I went to Matt's house early since we actually had a day off together.

So basically Monday was the only day that I've had off with Matt in 5 weeks cuz our manager is evil like that. We watched some TV and then decided to go to the Exton mall cuz we got bored (I actually didn't buy anything!) Matt bought a new pair of pants for work cuz they were $6 and a blanket for his bed. We also went to Taco Bell cuz it was right there and Matt "tired" to race a Celica GTS in my car (hahahhaha yeah right)

When we got back to Matt's house he decided that he didn't like his cover and we had to go up to Reading to return it quick and get Emmy some bath dust. That was pretty much the day, but it was fun.

Yesterday I had to do homework because I didn't do it Monday night and then go to work. After that, I went over to Matt's again and we ran on the tred mill for a little and watched HGTV cuz we're dorks.

That's about it, today was school and nothing much else. Matt and I have off next monday and we're gonna celebrate V-day a little early and go out to eat somewhere. I can't wait until March 12th, it'll be 2 whole years since all that drama happened and I started dating Matt. He and I have a lot of memories but sometimes it feels like it all happened just yesterday. But, that just reminds me of how hard I had to fight to get what I wanted ♥

41 Facts 21 Secrets

In The Past 24 Hours

1. Talk to a cute boy/girl?
Ummm yeah ♥

2. Learn anything new?
All the time =]

3. Talked to an ex?
Nope

4. Miss someone?
Yeah...

-Last Person Who-

5. Laid in bed with you?
Matt

6. Last person made you cry?
I dunno, probably Matt

7. Went to the movies with?
I can't remember the last time I went to the movies

8. Went to the mall with?
Matty

10. Made you laugh?
My dad

11. Have you complimented anyone today?
Yes

18. What are you most afraid of?
Failure & ever losing my loverr

19. When do you want to get married?
like 2-3 years, doesn't matter

21. Does anyone like you?
I sure hope so

. Do you like being around people?
Most people

23. Have you cried recently?
A little while ago

24. Are you lonely right now?
Nope

25. Song stuck in your head?
Haha some annoying Avril song

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Unfortunately.... doesn't everyone go through this

29. What color shirt do you have on?
White

31. What time is it?
8:00p

33. What's your favorite food?
Ethnic

35. Who got you to join Myspace?
I think it was Zac lol

36. Can you lay in your bed all day?
Probably not, I'm too hyperactive for that shit

37. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up?
Oh you know...

38. What web site do you visit the most?
Myspace!

40. Do you have any plants in your room?
Some dead roses from last V-day

40. What was the best thing you did today?
Shopping (oops)

41. Who was the last person to talk to you?
My mom

-21 SECRETS-

1. What is your display name about?
It's me

2. Where was your default picture taken?
In my bathroom...

4. Honestly, if someone were to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
I always listen

6. What's your most valued possession?
My car

8. If you could go back in time and change something would you?
Yeah, I would never have stood Matt up the first time... but it all ended up well anyway

9. If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
A cat ;]

13. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Hell no

14. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes, smile, build... the basics

15. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Something mocha

16. Do u still watch kiddy movies or t.v shows?
Yeah sometimes

17. Do you have braces?
I did a loooong time ago

19. Do you speak any other language?
Very little Spanish & German

21. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Hell yeah

22. What hurts right now?
School

Yeah okay... && thanks for the memories

2008-02-03T11:23:00.001-05:00

Sooo yesterday I went to work and it sucked. It was so boring and time just seemed to drag on and on... After work, I went over to Matt's house and we were going to hang out with Brandon but I dunno... Anyway, we ended up going to Jenny's for a little late night dinner. We really didn't do much else except talk and stuff. Matt told me that in a way, he's scared to get another car cuz he know's he'll get so many speeding tickets and stuff. Go figure... but I know he wants one...

I want a new car too! Sadly, I'm already tired of mine. I think I just want it to go faster and respond to me better (that could be bad.) Cuz as of right now, the cluch in the GTI is only 'alright' cuz both Matt and I can shift fast enough that it doesn't grab right away... but it doesn't really slip either... I dunno, I think it's just not made for perfomance (of course.)

Tonight I have to work again! Right now I'm writing for school. I'll probably bring my German and IPA to work. That'll annoy everyone... After work, I'll probably go to Matt's for a little and leave around 11:30 cuz I have icky school tomorrow. This semester wouldn't be bad at all if I didn't have Dr. Africa (again!) He's horible...

Anyway, I decided that for an end to this post I would put a bunch of memories between Matt and I. They go back to around August of '05... loooooooong time haha.

Memories♥
♦ You asked me how to spell associate the first time I met you =]
♦Calling you speed racer when you came to work
♦Hearing you at the traffic light o_O
♦Ice cream with Becca
♦When I stood you up for Field of Screams =[
♦You waking me up to find Kristen's house
♦Late night phone conversations
♦Talking about our PROBLEMS
♦Flirty texts =]
♦110, me, civic, cop... nuff said
♦Going to the Pagoda
♦Brandon racing my Jetta against your Civic (haha)
♦Notes//Letters
♦All that Drama && losing a lot of friends
♦Playing with Haley
♦Holding hands in the backseat of your Mom's car
♦Making me feel better =]
♦BOWLING!!!
♦Playing BASKETBALL with Katie & Jimmy on Easter
♦Skipping school to go to the mall in Pete's EVO (long time ago)
♦Your prom weekend at Ocean City MD =]
♦Your graduation from High School!
♦Movies
♦Hershey Park with your family & mine
♦Shopping with me (haha)
♦Cedar Point with Kristen & Kyle
♦Ocean City with your family =]
♦Helping you decide what you want to do with your life
♦Mini-golfing everywhere!!
♦Driving to Six-Flags for a day
♦Fairs =]
♦Half-assed apologies
♦Skiing & snowboarding
♦Parties in Tyler's apartment with Falin, Nate, & Nick
♦Jet skiing at the lake
♦Selling your Civic =[
♦Getting that Jeep o_O expensive
♦Virginia Beach!!!
♦Busch Gardens with Falin & Tyler
♦Dorney Park with Shannon, Adriana, Cara, & RJ
♦Bike riding at Valley Forge!
♦Almost getting arrested with Shannon, RJ, & Russ *oops*
♦Getting my car ♥
♦RACING
♦Going to the Circuit with Alicia
♦Playing Apples to Apples with Katie & Jimmy
♦Crazy ladies...
♦Ocean City NJ with Falin, Tyler, & Nick
♦Scarlett's Party... o_O
♦That one party at Jenn's...
♦Hooter's wings with Brandon
♦Hanging out of RJ's car window in front of a cop...
♦RJ spilling his PEACHY all over my car at Sonic
♦Going over to Jermizzle's for his X-mas party
♦Working together all this time =]

♦&& the fact that you got pulled over twice, got a dent in your car, a scratch on the back, and had your neons fall off was all my fault

Haha Thanks for the MEMORIES I hope to have many more with you!

You know you love someone when you jump for their call...

2008-02-02T11:45:00.001-05:00

Last night was a lot of fun!

I watched The Kingdom with my mommy and it was really good. After that Matt and I went midnight bowling, which was fun. We haven't went in awhile so it was nice. In our first game Matt did really good and some guy that was next to asked us how to do it cuz he was really bad and then after that Matt couldn't do it anymore! I won 3 games and he won 2. Which is funny cuz I never made it over 100...

After we left we went to Wendy's cuz we were hungry and waited in the drive-thru line forever! When it was finally time to take our order the guy didn't have anything we wanted and complained that he was closing in 5min. So we just left and went to Wawa for sammies.

Then on the way home Matt decided he had to race a Civic in my car and we won yay! But Matty finally realized that I was right and my car is a little too light cuz when it's going fast it feels really floaty and strange. Oh well, it does it's job.

Anyway, today I got up and ready Antigone... boring... For some reason Greek drama makes me snore =] But I have to write a response paper on it so I guess I had to read it. I also work today, from 2-10 which sucks. I hate working every weekend. I never have a day when I can just relax.

Oh well, that's life.

I love you ♥

Rainy Day Man

2008-02-01T15:16:00.000-05:00

Hmm today was kind of boring. I got up at 8am to go to school and it was raining/icy but of course KU doesn't close or anything. So I went to school and I had to be the only person doing 80 on the highway... It was ridiculous. Anyway, went to the first two classes cuz I had quizzes then left cuz it was misrable there. I almost fell about 5 times and the wind kept trying to take my umbrella away.

After that I met Matt at BTI and we went to Panera's for lunch yay! It was nice to get to see him before work since now I have to wait until 10 to hang out with him. I think that I don't get to see him in regular clothes enough cuz every time that I do see him in regular clothes I find it to be very attractive lol... weird.

Anyway, today I have to read and write a response paper for monday, do German, and probably a few other things for Monday. I work the rest of the weekend so it really sucks. :(

Hopefully, tonight Matt and I will go out somewhere and have some fun but I don't know the weather is kind of weird and stuff. That's all.

Cute Survey! ♥♥♥

TEN facts about me
10. I'm random
9. I work at Turkey Hill
8. I live in Denverr
7. I go to KU
6. I snowboard
5. I like to go on pointless drives
4. I like to read
3. I love to write
2. I'm a dork
1. I love my cute boyfriend, Matt

NINE ways to win my heart
9. Hold my hand
8. Kiss me softly
7. Tell me I'm beatiful
6. Make me laugh
5. Write me little love notes
4. Hold me tightly
3. Always smile
2. Tell me secrets
1. Say you love me

EIGHT things that annoy me
8. Rumors
7. Drama queens
6. Not getting enough sleep
5. Homework/papers
4. My dog
3. Country music
2. People
1. Working

SEVEN things I love to do
7. Dance
6. Bowl
5. Snowboard
4. Mini-golf
3. Work out
2. Have Fun
1. Drive

SIX places I want to travel
6. China
5. Japan
4. Russia
3. France
2. England/Ireland
1. Germany

FIVE things I want before I die
5. Have a nice house
4. Write a novel (or 2)
3. Make a lot of money
2. Get all my dream cars♥
1. Marry my true love

FOUR things I'm afraid of
4. Death
3. Ghosts
2. Failing
1. Losing Matty (In any way)

THREE of my favorite things
3. Computer
2. Ipod
1. Car

TWO that I do every day
2. Shower
1. Talk

ONE person I want to be with
1. Matty

Survey Again...
1. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Why not? I think he's cute lol

2. When is the last time you met someone new?
Hmmm every day of my life lol

3. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
Nooo

4. When did you last eat pizza?
Awhile ago

5. When was the last time you drank beer?
December? I'm not a big drinker

6. Do you have any famous friends?
Nope

7. Are you any good at poker?
Haha there are many stories with poker...

8. What do you want more than anything?
To get out of school, get a house, and have money (for once)

9. Are you tired?
Yeah, maybe I'll take a nappy

10. Last spoken words you heard?
"You're dad's asleep"

11. Have you ever kissed anyone named Mike?
No... I don't think I have

12. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
My closet haha

13. Pepsi or Coke?
Coke

14. Have you ever thrown up?
Um yeah...

16. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
Why not

17. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
Taco Bell

18. Are you restless?
Most of the time

19. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
A broken laptop that now functions only as a desktop...

21. How many myspace views do you have?
???

23. Do you believe dreams come true?
Not really, I'm cynical

24. Last song you heard?
20 Dollar - MIA

25. Do you like Batman?
Sure

26. Who is in the room with you?
No one

27. What are you wearing on your feet?
Sockies

28. What is/are your favorite pair of shoes?
Hot pink & lime green Asics

29. Who was the last person you told you loved them?
Matt

30. What was the last thing you ate?
French onion soup

31. What were you doing before this?
Folding my laundry

32. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
The belt to my coat?

33. In your opinion what is the weirdest thing listed on google?
I don't know

34. What instant messaging service do you use?
AIM

35. What is your favorite website?
Myspace

36. Who's house were you at last night?
Matt's

37. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
Jeans

38. What is the last movie you watched?
Sydney White lol

39. What do you currently hear right now?
The hum of my computer

40. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
Oh about a week ago... I'm a shopping addict...

41. When did you last take a shower?
This morning

43. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?
Yeah

44. Where is your mom?
Living room?

45. Where do you sleep?
In bed

46. Where do you shop the most?
Wherever there's a sale

47. Where did you get the shirt that you are wearing?
Aero

48. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
Hmm game tickets I think

49. What are you doing on saturday night?
Working :(

50. Why did you pick your layout?
It's fun

51. Would you date any of your ex's again?
Probably not

52-53..???

54. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Well see I did that, let's say it didn't work out ;)

55. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone before?
Yeah, actually

56. Do you want someone you can't have?
Nope I have him now

57. Do you believe love at first sight exists?
Sort of

58. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yeah of course

59. Do you believe that you can change someone?
Nope, I know you can't

60. Would you ever consider getting engaged or married right now?
Engaged, sure... it's not like you have to marry for awhile anyway

Lazy

2008-01-31T12:35:00.001-05:00

So I've really gotten lazy with this thing. I didn't mean to, I've just been busy. Not much has really happened since August anyway. My one grandma got cancer and ended up dying Jan 7th, but that's about it. Otherwise, it's been a rather boring 5 months or so.

Here's something interesting... I've officially started writing again. This time maybe I will actually do it and finish it. I've had it all in my head for so long but I just haven't been able to get motivated enough to write it all down and have it make sense. I tend to ramble.

I guess I'm going to try to keep up with this thing now and actually write down what's going on in my life. For instance...

Today, I got up and did laundry and soon I have to go to work. I have to finish my IPA and German homework for tomorrow and somehow learn about 50 German nouns and verbs by tomorrow (yeah right.) After work I'm going over to Matt's and we're doing a little running cuz he thinks that he's fat so I'm excercising with him YAY! Haha he even bought a bike rack for his Jeep so he can start riding again (of course I have to come along too.)

I can't wait till this summer some time. As soon as Matt pays his mom back he's going to look for a car. He wants to keep his Jeep and get another car and he's looking at an Integra GSR or a Civic SI. It'll be fun to have him have a fast car again. I miss it sometimes :)

Well that's all for today! I'll try to keep up with this.

Survey!
Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
I guess I would try to help, that would be the nice thing to do

Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction?
.....

When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Eh awhile ago I think

Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
Christian

Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
Claudia

What are you craving right now?
Nothing in particular

What was the last thing you cried about?
My grandma died

When you buy something and your change is a penny. Do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?
I keep it lol

What color is your tissue box?
Flowery Redish

Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
I don't have one, I'm always cold anyway

What is the last voice mail you received about?
Hmm probably Matt, but I usually answer my phoen so I don't get those

Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
Hmmmm

What do you order when you go to Taco Bell?
I forget what they're called... but they come with guacamole YUM

Have you ever had a garage sale?
Not at my house

What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
Coffee hahaha Irish cream

Are you happy right now?
Sure why not

Who came over last?
Matt

Do you drink beer?
Yeah but it's not my fav

Dark or light jeans?
Whichever I feel like

What was the last movie you watched at home?
Good Luck Chuck

What is in your pocket?
I don't have a pocket right now

Who introduced you to your boyfriend?
Haha Turkey Hill? Also sorta Becca...

Where do you hurt?
My legs ache a little

What is your favorite aisle at Wal-Mart?
Make-up!

When is your birthday?
April 22

What are you going to do after this?
Get a shower and go to work

Who was the last person you went shopping with?
All by my lonesome

What about your favorite dessert?
Apple pie (only when mommy makes it)

Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
Nope

What kind of car do your siblings drive?
A Cavalier ew lol

Do you like pickles?
Sure

Is someone in love with you?
I do think so

What color is your couch?
It's black and green haha ew

Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
My sister and I have been mixed up many times

Does someone like you right now?
I sure hope so

Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
Not that I'm aware of

Do you like the color green?
Yeah

How many hours did you sleep for last night?
About 10...lol I was tired

Do you swear at your parents?
No

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I hope

Wow, it's been forever...

2007-08-25T11:19:00.000-04:00

I know that I kind of slacked off on here but I've been pretty busy and life has been pretty boring so there wasn't much to say. I should have updated after my vacation in July because that was a lot of fun...

Matt, Tyler, Falin, and I went down to VA Beach for a week with Tyler's parents, grandparents, and brother. We had a house that was right on they bay so the jetski's were permanently in the water and we road them practically every day. That was a lot of fun! Also the beach was just a few minutes walk away and we went there a few days also.

List of fun stuff:
The 4(5) person bike
Busch Gardens!
Getting the cars towed =[
Street magicians
Getting my conch pierced
Guitar Hero (constantly)
Hooters
Speeding Tickets =[
Trying to go crabbing off a jetski
Getting lost
Sand crabs!
&& of course, drama from home following me

Since then, nothing much has happened. Matt and I went to knobles one day just for the hell of it but I've just been doing a lot of working.

Two weeks ago my dad finally informed me that it's time for me to buy my own car instead of using his forever since I'll be 21 this year. So I've been looking and looking and I finally found a nice Volkswagen GTI. It's red with a sun roof, alloys, leather, heated seats, manual, and pretty much everything I wanted for the right price. It was damn hard to find. VW's Golf's/GTI's are hard to find, but there's a million Jettas out there. Unfortunately all I've ever wanted was a hatchback, and it must be VW! I pick it up this Monday and I couldn't be more Excited!

Tuesday gay school starts, I'm so not looking forward to it...

A real post coming soon...

2007-07-22T12:11:00.001-04:00

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Everyone asks about the dog bite on my arm

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
A lot of junk

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I know I grind my teeth sometimes

4. WHAT KIND OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Almost anything except country, but mostly rock

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Around 2am I think

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Nothing really, more money would be nice

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Childhood

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
My camera

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'5"'

10. Are you ugly?
I don't think so

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Depends where I'm at

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Hmmm dunno

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE PREFERED
SEX?
Usually brown hair... eyes don't really matter

15. WHAT'S THE LONGEST PLANE RIDE YOU'VE EVER BEEN ON?
Haha 2 hours

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Coffee

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Pepperoni and mushrooms

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I'm not very hungry, probably some fruit

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
No

21. WHAT WAS THE MOST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECIEVED?
A promise ring from Matt

22. DO YOU WATCH CSI AT ODD HOURS OF THE NIGHT WITH YOUR WORLD TRAVELING FRIENDS?
No, usually with Matt

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Not really

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
H&M, Delia's, Forever 21, Charlotte Russe, ect. ect.

25. DO YOU HAVE A PET ?
Yeaah

27. WHAT ARE THEY?
An annoying little dog and two cats

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I think I would try not to

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
34

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Who cares?

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
Matt's

33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US?
Nope :-(

35. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Not that I can remember

37. FIRST JOB?
K-mart

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Nah

41. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Called Matt to tell him he's late to work

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
Usually my eyes or my smile

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
It's far away, I dunno...

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
None or maybe one

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Only if they're shooting

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
Doesn't really matter, whichever I have a coupon for

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It's sloppy

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Ham

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yeah I guess

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yeah sure

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I don't really get too angry usually

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
I have no idea

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Dunno

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Yes

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
OOOhh tough choice

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Chels

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
CSI

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Something fruity

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
Yeah

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
Yup

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Work

74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU HAVE GONE IN A CAR?
Psh 130 but I was asleep... ... however I was not driving because my car dies at 115 (going downhill lol)

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Why would I care

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
The annoyingly loud fan in my computer

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Coke

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO OR TEXTED?
Matt

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Eyes

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
My allergies

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
December

83. FAVORITE COUNTRY?
I don't know for sure, but probably Germany

84. FAVORITE CANDY?
Fun Dip lol

85. FAVORITE VACATION?
Virginia beach was fun

86. FAVORITE EYE COLOR?
Green!!

87. FAVORITE SHOES?
I love all my shoes

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Wendy's

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
Olive Garden

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
It's alright

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Some HGTV show

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Christmas

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
I have played the clarinet(ew), the guitar, and the bass guitar

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
Democrat for sure

95. WHATS THE LONGEST PHONE CALL YOU'VE EVER HAD?
Ooo I don't know

96. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
2 years

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Panera's

98. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR WEDDING DAY WILL BE LIKE?
I prefer not to think about that

Survey, Survey, Survey!

2007-06-25T11:46:00.001-04:00

1.last beverage→ Water

2. last phone call→ Matt

4. last cd played→ Coheed and Cambria

5. last time you cried→ Don't remember

6. last text message to→ Matt

SIX HAVE YOU EVERS:

1. dated someone twice? No

2. been cheated on? Yeah

3. kissed someone & regretted it? No

4. lost someone special? Yeah

5. been depressed? Sometimes

6. been drunk and threw up? No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

1. Turquoise
2. Green
3. Red

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:

1. Made a new friend: Nah

2. Fallen out of love: No

3. Laughed until you cried: Probably not

4. Met someone who changed your life: Nah

5. Found out who your true friends were: Where are my friends?

6. Is there something you want to tell someone: No

7. How many kids do you want to have? Preferably none (or just one)

8. Do you have any pets? Dog and two cats

9. Do you wanna change your name: No

10. What did you do yesterday? Went to Paneras and worked

11. Last time You Hugged Somebody: This morning

12. What time did you wake up today? 7:30 to take Matt to school cuz his car's in the shop

13. What were you doing at 10:30 last night? Watching a stupid movie

14. Name something you CANNOT wait for? Virginia!

15. Last time you saw your father? Hmm I actally think it was Friday morning

16. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I wish I had more time

17.What are you listening to right now? The hum of the computer

18. Have you ever talked to Tom? Um no

19. Who's getting on your nerves right now? No one really

20. Most visited web page? Myspace

21. Coke or Pepsi? Coke!

100.WHAT'S YOUR PROFILE SONG?
"Dig" by Incubus

99.DO YOU HAVE A JOB? IF SO WHAT IS IT?
Turkey Hill

98.MIDDLE NAME:
Marie

97. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE?
No

96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HOURS?
Probably

95. BEST BREAK UP SONG?
I have no idea

94. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU TOOK A PLANE TO?
Florida

93. WHAT IS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Clerks II

92.WHAT MAKES YOU MAD?
Idiots

90. WHATS YOUR NAME?
Chelsie

88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE SAME SEX YOU CAN TALK TO?
Yeah

87. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yeah

86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
My room

85. FAVE COLOR?
Turqouise/Green/Red

84. WHAT DOES THE 7TH MESSAGE IN YOUR INBOX SAY ON YOUR ?
SGT Blue Eyes: Sever deadly sins are....Pride, Envy, Wrath, Sloth, Gluttony, Avarice, Lust

82. WHAT IS SITTING TO THE LEFT OF YOU?
Laundry Basket

81.WHERE IS YOUR DAD RIGHT NOW?
Work

80. DO YOU HAVE ANY KIDS?
Um NO

79. WHO IS THE 5TH PERSON YOU GOT A MISSED CALL FROM?
Probably Matt

78. CLOSEST BLACK OBJECT?
Keyboard, Desk, Book Shelf, Bed, Dresser, Lamp... ect ect... I have black furniture

77. CLOSEST SILVER OBJECT?
Rest of the stupid laptop

78. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
Usually no

74. DO YOU OWN ANY PETS?
3

72. LAST TIME YOU LISTENED TO COUNTRY MUSIC?
Unfortunately the other night

69. WHAT ARE YOUR FEARS?
i don't know

68. WHAT DO YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW?
The ringing in my ears

67. HOW MANY DRUGS ARE IN YOUR SYSTEM NOW?
Um caffeine

65. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
Pjs

64. LAST PERSON TO COMMENT YOU?
Jess

63. DO YOU SING?
Yeah

62. SCREAMO OR COUNTRY?
Screamo

61. ROCK OR RAP?
Rock

60. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Vanilla

59. WHO DID YOU LAST CALL?
Matt

58. WHO LAST CALLED YOU?
Matt

57. WHAT JEWELERY DO YOU WEAR DAILY?
Earings and a necklace

55. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU SAID 'I LOVE YOU' TO?
Matt

54. WOULD YOU DIE FOR SOMEONE?
Sure

53. LATEST THING YOU'VE RECENTLY LEARNED?
There's a water park at busch gardens

52. ARE YOU COLD RIGHT NOW?
No

51. WHAT CAN YOU SMELL?
Candles

50. IS ANYTHING BOTHERING YOU RIGHT NOW?
I'm sleepy

48. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
Working

47. IF YOUR EX WANTED YOU BACK, WOULD YOU TAKE THEM BACK?
Um Noooo

44. BED SHEET COLOR?
Tan

43. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE NOW?
Yes

37. FAVORITE SMELL?
Coconut

36. EVER GONE A WHOLE DAY WITHOUT EATING?
Not really

35. AMERICA OR CANADA?
Canada eh!

34?
is missing

33. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU FOUND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
Not gonna happen

32. SOMETHING YOU'RE INSECURE ABOUT?
not really

31?
..

30?
..

29. DO YOU HAVE SOCKS ON?
No

28. DO YOU OWN BIG SUNGLASSES?
Yes

27. HAVE YOU CRIED SO HARD YOU MADE YOURSELF SICK?
Yeah

23. HAVE YOU RECENTLY TALKED TO AN EX?
No

19. FAVORITE TV SHOW?
CSI

18. DO YOU LIKE 80'S MOVIES/MUSIC?
Absofuckinglutely

15. WHAT KIND OF MUSIC DO YOU LIKE?
Everything except country

14. ARE YOU A CRAZY STALKER?
Lol no...

13. BEST CITY YOU'VE VISITED?
New York, Philly, Miami? Dunno

12. BEEN TO AUSTRAILIA?
I wish

10. FAVORITE SUBJECT AT SCHOOL?
Anything Lit.

9. BEEN TO COLLEGE?
Just finished Sophomore year

7. FAVORITE TIME OF DAY?
When the sun's shining

6. EVER LICKED SOMEONES CHEEK?
Yeah

5. SEEN ALL THE SPIDERMAN MOVIES?
No

3. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO?
VIRGINIA

2. EVER GOTTEN LOST IN THE DARK?
Nah

1. WHAT DO YOU LOVE THE MOST?
Having Fun

Food For Thought

2007-06-05T00:46:00.000-04:00

Okay so I know it's been awhile and guess what, nothing has really happened. My life is utterly boring. Basically I enrolled myself in a summer class at KU that goes from 10:30a-2:50p. It kind of sucks but it does have a mini lunch break in there. I just hate that it's Monday through Friday because it feels like it's never ending and I only JUST completed my fourth day. Yuck.

So anyway today was an interesting day. It was officially the seventh day I worked in a row which is probably the suckiest thing ever. But, I do have tomorrow off which will give me a nice chance to study for my first test which is on Thursday.

Onward to the interesting things that happened at work... not much. Although when I got to work I decided to fill up my oil because I could tell that it was getting low and as I'm standing in the Turkey Hill parking lot with my hood open and a gallon bottle of oil sitting at my feet (dip stick and napkin in hand), some fucking retarded man comes over and asks me: "Is everything okay miss? Do you need help?"

WTF, what does that mean? Just because I'm female I probably don't know how to put oil in my car? My lovely car has had a slow leak ever since I've owned it and takes a fillup about every 6 weeks. I was just doing general matinence! I really can not stand men that treat me like that because I'm not some stupid girl that's afraid to get her hands a little greasy under the hood of her own stupid leaky car! GRRRRRrr

Enough with that. So basically my life has been pretty boring, but soon I'm gonna treat myself to a nice digital camera so I don't have to borrow mi madre's anymore.

Lovely.

P.S. Corona with lime should never be consumed by any respectable person. The end.

Misery Business

2007-05-16T00:40:00.000-04:00

It's been awhile since I had a real post... and a lot has happened. School ended and I got in another stupid verbal bash with Elise in which I didn't do anything or say anything and got bitched at for something or other. All this because she just can't seem to leave Matty and I alone... She's a fucking retard.

Anyway, So I just finished school and way enjoying myself very much when I decided that I should take a summer course. So from May 30th to June 19th I will be traveling to KU to take a lovely geology course... I'm going to know more about rocks and lava then I ever wanted to know... This is a really good idea since I am a semester behind because of complications with changing majors and a withdrawl or two...

I really regret dropping the classes that I did. I did it once last spring and also once this past fall and it was mostly because I was feeling weird. Last spring is when I dumped Zac and for some reason everything that went along with dumping him and getting together with Matt just stressed me out a lot. Elise did not help at all! But I know that I didn't really need to drop it and it pisses me off that I did!

So to anyone who cares, I will not be available until 4pm every Monday through Thursday begining May 30th until June 19th!

Next subject... I can't wait for Virginia Beach!

Keep the Car Running

2007-05-03T14:37:00.000-04:00

Wow, it's been awhile...

Well as usual i've been busy with school and work. I turned in five papers since I last updated... However, school is soon over and I will be happy and carefree. School ends on May 9th yay!

Okay now, for lack of anything better to say:

1. How old will you be in 13 months?
21

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
Probably not

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
Summer, money, vacation at Virginia Beach

4. Who was the last person you called?
Matty

5. Who was the last person to call you?
Matty

6. Do you prefer to call or text?
Call

7. Do you have any pets?
2 cats, 2 dogs

8. What were you doing at midnight?
Writing a stupid paper about how a pre-colonial book impacted post-colonial Nigeria(gag)

9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Married

10. When is the last time you saw your dad?
Two days ago

11. How many states have you lived in?
1

12. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
2

13. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare feet, socks in the winter

14. Are you a social person?
Sometime

16. What is your favorite ice cream?
Anything fruity

17. What is your favorite dessert?
Hawaiian wedding cake

18. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB&J sandwich?
I hate PB&J

19. Do you like coffee?
Yes, although I prefer tea

21. What do you drink in the morning?
Water or cranberry juice

22. Last movie rented?
Hmmmm 25th Hour I think

23. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Not really

24. Do you know how to play poker?
Yeah

25. Do you like to cuddle?
Sure

26. Have you ever been to Canada?
No, but I would go if I had the chance

27. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Does work count as eating out? cuz the food sucks

28. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
No

29. Do you speak any other languages?
yo hablo espanol poquito

30. Have you ever gotten stitches?
On my knee

31. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
No

32. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Ocean, but the pool in my back yard is more accessible

33. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
window

34. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
My car is stick...

35. What is your favorite thing to spend your money on?
Clothing

36. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
A promise ring

37. What is your favorite TV show?
CSI

39. Who is the funniest person you know?
Hmm Shannon or Scarlett

40. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
A stuffed chicken

41. What is the main ringtone on your phone?
Some stupid polyphonic shit

42. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
My mom kept a bag full of baby clothes

43. What is the color of your bedroom wall?
RED

44. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
No, but I should

45. Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
I unfortunately don't have closet doors...

46. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Bees I supose

47. Do you flirt a lot?
Not that I'm aware of

48. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Honey

49. Can you change the oil on a car?
Yes, but I don't

50. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
Nope

51. Do you dance in the car while driving?
Sometimes

It's a Small World After All

2007-04-13T20:15:00.000-04:00

Nothing much is happening right now! Matt bought a jet ski for some unknown reason, I'm working on final papers continuously, and life is pretty damn boring. I'm also getting really sick of all the bullshit at work...

Speaking of work, the other day I found out that our new(ish) night shift girl, Scarlett, is pregnant by Elise's (ex)bestfriend's current boyfriend... And it struck me as really strange that all of these seemingly distant people are somehow connected. It makes me just want to break out in SONG!!!

"It's a small world after all..."

Either way, Scarlett wants to slit Elise's throat also, so I think we'll get along... Even though she is the beach bunny type... Ew... Drives a Jeep Wrangler, very blonde, very tan, and has VERY white teeth for a smoker...

That's all the news for now... Tonight I'm going over to Tyler's house with Matt cuz be bought a bunch of clams to try to coax me into liking their new acquisitions (the jet skis) Yeah right...

All We Know

2007-04-07T19:59:00.000-04:00

Yo yo, I'm updating this because Jess told me I should and I suppose she's right. I am sooo swamped with homework right now, I don't know what to do with myself! That pretty much sums up most of my life lol.

Yesterday, this girl Rebbeca from my work and I got into an all out verbal battle because she's retarded. For some reason she thinks she's so special that she can have a 15min cigarette break every half hour (I timed it, it was a half hour) and I told her no. Plus she was calling me insensitve because I wouldn't really care that much if my boss' wife had a miscarriage... ummm do I know her?

After work, Matt and I decided to go out to York. Ummm we met up with Alicia and her boyfriend _______ (insert name I forget). And we drove around the circuit a few times and went to a diner. It was kinda gay. We were there with a 5.0 Mustang and two Ford Taurus's... Matty's little Civic was deffinately the slowest one in the group.

Anyway... In other news, today I got my hair cut and tomorrow is Easter and I have to work YAY! Life is gay.

Once Upon a Time

2007-03-30T20:13:00.000-04:00

Wow, let me just start with life has been kind of boring lately. I'm up to my eye balls in homework, papers, and studying! But hey, at least I have completely drowned yet... I really just can't wait until this semester is over! I also can't wait to get my hair cut and get my dress for Katie's wedding... Cuz, you know me, I freak out about stupid stuff like "will I be able to get the dress I want" ect. ect. I'm retarded.

Today I actually have something semi-interesting to share. The past two nights I've actually been able to remember my dreams, and they have been funny and weird. I'll write down every detail so hopefully someone can tell me what colors mean and everything haha.

Okay

Dream No. 1:
I dreamed that I was in Bowmansville and I think I was at the park. I also don't know if Matt was with me. Anyway, along came Elise in a blue sparkley prom-type dress. I didn't talk to her, and I'm not sure if she noticed me. Then there was an old fashioned well and Elise fell into it. I don't know who called 911, but it took the firefighters all day and all night to get her out and she missed whatever function she was suposed to attened. Oh, and the fire trucks were yellow. That's all I remember. (kinda scary like The Ring lol)

Dream No. 2:
I was at work with Shannon and Matt, and Matt was cleaning the men's room. As I was working, I saw a girl coming into Turkey Hill with short dark curly hair and medium dark skin... Guess who? Becca(no Keith or baby). I told Matt about it and he went out to her and started talking to her. She started to cry out in the parking lot and he walked back in laughing.

Weird dreams, involving people I don't see all that often and who are on my shit list. I wonder what they could mean? Please tell me!

Rainy Monday

2007-03-26T23:56:00.000-04:00

3 YEARS AGO:

How old were you
Then: 16
Now: 19

Where did you go to school?
Then: Cocalico High School
Now: Kutztown University

Where did you work?
Then: K-Mart
Now: Turkey Hill

Where did you live?
Then: Denver, Pa
Now: Denver, Pa

Where did you hang out?
Then: ?? The mall, my house
Now: Matt's house, my house, Turkey Hill lol, Subway

Who was your best friend(s)?
Then: ?? Jess or Becca or Melissa
Now: Matt and Jess

What was your hair style:
Then: Red and mid length with bangs
Now: Fairly long and dark brown

Did you wear glasses?
Then: No
Now: No

How many tattoos did you have?
Then: None
Now: None

How many piercings did you have?
Then: 2
Now: 5 (all on my ears)

What was your worst fear?
Then: Drive-Thrus, Heights
Now: Drive-Thrus

You been arrested?:
Then: Nope
Now: Nope

Had your heart broken?
Then: No
now: Yeah

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter?
Then: Single
Now: Taken (Practically Married lol)

Ramble On

2007-03-21T00:08:00.000-04:00

Soooo nothing much has happened lately.

Last week Jess and I were suposed to go get some piercings, but we didn't get back to Lancaster on time and the place closed at 9pm. But, Philly was fun... I got some cool organizational tools from IKEA and we walked around south st. a bit. It was kind of boring. Philly has kind of lost it's charm, I think we need to find something else to do besides south st.

I've also been looking for a damn dress to wear to Matt's sister's wedding. It's kind of hard because I want to look nice but not too nice and since it's prom season everything is glitery and annoying in all the stores. I have no idea what I'm going to wear...

Yesterday, Matt and I drove to Exton mall to try to find a dress for this said wedding. We didn't find anything so we came back to his house and ate dinner then we decided to drive into park city to see if they had anything for me to wear. However, we no sooner walked in the door and Matt saw his friend Pete from high school and some other kid that goes to BTI with him and they sat and talked forever. It was at least an hour. Anyway, I didn't get much shopping done, but I did get these really fabulous earrings.

Today was boring! I went to school and then on the way home I stopped at Target and bought a neat t-shirt... Then I went to the mall and bought shoes and jeans. Needless to say I've been spending waaaaay too much money lately. I'm glad I got my income tax check but I really have to start saving soon! Then, after I went home my sister was talking to me about prom and we decided to go into park city (again) and shop for her prom dress. She finally decided on a really strange (but cute) dress that is red and has polka dots on it... She likes to be different.

Anyway, that pretty much sums up my day. After all that, Matt came over at 10pm after work and we layed around and talked about all the stupid stuff that goes on at work. I really love those moments because they make me feel so content with my relationship and conversation on that level is important to me. I really feel like Matt and I are meant to be.

After all, everything happens for a reason.

You Are The One

2007-03-12T23:39:00.000-04:00

Hello to all! Today Matty and I celebrated our one year anniversary. I brought an ice cream cake into work for him. Unfortunately the beggers (Kristen, Kyle, Ron) all had to have some too. They're all pigs! Anyway, other than that, and the fact that I mistakenly have two ice cream cakes... It was a nice anniversary. I got a few roses, a nice card, and apparently when we both have off work I get to have a nice dinner at a place of my choice! Really, that's all I could ever ask for.

I don't really have a whole lot going on right now. Except my parents are away all week and they left me with practically no food in the house! I guess that's a good way to lose weight.

So here's a nice quiz for thought:

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.
Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Well I guess I'm different haha.... Like we didn't know that.

Random

2007-03-11T12:36:00.000-04:00

1.Where did your last kiss take place?
In my kitchen

2. Who knows a secret or two about you?
Matt and some of my friends

3. Three words to explain love...
Fun, passionate, flirty

4. Did you ever burn yourself?
Many times, the most memorable was with Ramen noodles

5. What's crazy to you?
My idiot cats

6. Favorite cuss word?
Shit

7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
How should I know... I could guess one person

8. Who is your hero?
Molly Ringwald

9. Would you ever want to be a model?
Nah, I would have to model plus size clothes cuz I don't have an eating disorder

10. Who is the most experimental person you know?
What kind of experimental? I know nothing

11. Do you tell white lies?
If I must

12. When is your next party?
I don't "party" haha... maybe the next time Falin and Tyler call

13. Who do you want to be with right now?
Matty

14. Is it better to give or get?
Can't I have both? Giving is better though

15. How do you handle a break up?
Cry, starve, and then go out with friends

16. Your motivation for tomorrow?
No, I have absolutely no motivation to go to work

17. Last person to hurt you?
I don't remember lol

18. Last person to make you laugh?
Shannon

19. Last thing you ate?
Peeps

20. Do you ever go a few days without changing your underwear?
Ew... couldn't that cause an infection?

21. Have you ever accidentally eaten an insect?
They say there's a little piece of a bug in every Hershey's bar

22. Do daddy long legs freak you out?
No not really

23. Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
Does a dog count?

24. Have you ever dropped food on the floor and eaten it?
5 second rule!

25. Do you kiss your pets on the mouth?
Sure...

26. Would you ever have sex in a public bathroom?
Hmm probably not

27. What serial killer do you find most interesting?
Jack the Ripper

28. Do you ever talk to the TV?
Sometimes I guess

29. Would you ever work in a retirement home?
Nope, they freak me out

30. Do you believe plants have feelings?
I don't know about "feelings"

31. Do you laugh at people with "bowl" haircuts?
No that's mean.... I call them little Amish boys

32. Do you have nervous twitches?
Doesn't everybody?

33. Are you ever purposely irritating?
Yeah sure sometimes

34. If you could fly, where would you go first?
Germany, England, Ireland, Japan, France... ect. ect.

35. Do you have weak knees?
Yes, actually I do

36. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's?
Double cheese burger plain

37. Are you an emotional person?
Kinda

38. Do you like your name?
Sure, but I don't like the Chelsea Clinton comments

39. Do you dance naked in your room at night?
No... Why would you dance in your room naked?

40. Why did your last relationship end?
Cheater Cheater Pumpkin Eater

41. What are you listening to right now?
Well, the retard cat is growling at nothing right now

42. Biggest fear?
Death, Not getting a good job when I get out of college

43. Favorite place to be?
Vermont, Ocean City MD, At the top of a roller coaster

44. What are you wearing right now?
Pjs

45. Do you hate anybody?
I strongly dislike many people... but not hate

46. Does anyone hate you?
Oh, I do believe there are a few

47. How many people do you trust fully?
Matt... Jess... Maybe a few others

A Beautiful Lie

2007-03-10T12:33:00.000-05:00

Well, it's been a few days. My hellish week at school is now over and I can finally enjoy my spring break! Unfortunately, I am not doing anything this week, even though I could be in Vermont with my parents (skiing/snowboarding). However, instead Jess and I are going to go to Philly!!! I don't know what we're actually going to do there, probably have lunch at Cosi like always... Also, I know I want my tragus pierced, and I think she does too, so we may do that. I was also thinking about a rook piercing, but I don't think I have enough money to do both right now. Although, I did get my income tax check... and unfortunately I used most of it to pay off half my credit card... Yay now I only owe like $500! I'm a shop-aholic.

I also want to go to that cool new age store that sells incense when we're on South st. and possibly Ikea among other things. Other than that I have to look forward to plenty of sleeping in, some homework, and yucky TH for the rest of my break.

Oh, and for the interested, Elise apologized to me in writing. And you know what, I think it's a very insincere apology (and I'm usually a pretty good judge of that). I can't blame her though, why would she ever feel the need to be truely sincere to me? I stole her boyfriend and apperntly made him cheat on her with me! (If that's how we should think of things then I do believe there should be a whole lot of guys Matt should hate and try to pick fights with.) However, I do think I know what she's really after and it's not going to happen. I've got the little manipulative girl pretty well figured out in terms of what she's been trying to pull for about the last year. Not that I'd ever let her know that I know what she's doing (unless she is so bored and obsessed that she reads this).

Oh well, the apology is pretty funny. Apparently Justin has nudey pics of his ex-girlfriend on his phone and that just tipped her off that I may have been right (yeah right). I'd like to know (just out of curiousity) who is ex is. So therefore, I'm very right and her threats were all big misunderstanding because she was trying to stand up for the "good" guy she thhought he was. And now they just can not date because he really is in it just for sex! (Even though I just saw his truck at her house, at about 12:30Am, a couple of nights ago.) If you ask me they're friends and she has a grudge, therefore they're probably planning all this to go their way and have never been dating. Besides, isn't that like statutory rape?

Okay, on another note here's one for Jess:

Friendship Compatibility of Taurus with Taurus
This is one of the most stable friendships you'll ever have, which means a lot to you, Taurus. You won't have to worry about this pal running off when you're sick, broke, or depressed. In fact, you can rely on your fellow Bull to provide exactly the kind of practical assistance you need to overcome these troubles, whether it's an expert doctor or a steady job or an engaging new hobby. You love this friend's earthy humor, while your Taurus pal adores your relaxed attitude. If you're going on a wine-tasting tour, spa retreat, or Paris vacation, take this friend. They'll double your pleasure by savoring every moment. Are there any shortcomings to this friendship? Well, you're both notoriously stubborn, which can lead to some frustrating stalemates. Break your stand-offs by flipping a coin, so that you can go on to enjoy activities like gardening, gourmet cooking and rock-climbing.

How about that gardening and gourmet cooking? And, no offense, but I'd love to see Jess rock-climbing...

Haha, Elise is a Taurus... Does that mean I could be wonderfullly great friends with her too?

You're So Sly

2007-03-06T15:20:00.000-05:00

This is one of the most stressful weeks I've had in a long while. For everyone who is in college, have you ever noticed that the professors love to heap piles of work (like readings, essays, midterms, ect.) on their students the week before a break? I will be glad when spring break starts, because then this stupid week is over with. To top it all off, I still have not finished my 7 page paper that's due on Friday...

In other news, the retard from the last post has said that she's sorry. To my boyfriend, not to me. Because apparently threatening to kick my ass is not worthy of an apology when you realize that the whole reason you would wanted to kick my ass was actually true. Yes, hard to believe, I speak the truth. However, please don't confuse the fact that I said that as any sort of an act of compassion. I never intended for it to get back to her and "warn" her.

You know what, I like this blogger thing. It's a good place to vent to anyone who is willing to read. Because of that, I think maybe I should change my writing style and be more honest. Therefore, I guess you would all like to know the whole story to the paragraph above... Well here goes it. Matt's (my boyfriend) ex-girlfriend (Elise) has hated me ever since I've started dating him. Big deal, it's not like I see her often, right? Well, actually I see her more than I would like. Anyway, I happened to make a comment about how the guy she was seeing is kind of the type of guy that would use a girl just for sex. Happens to be fairly accurate considering I graduated high school with this guy and at least know of his reputation. I will admit I don't personally know him that well.

I said all this during a conversation with Matt and this kid that we work with named Ron. Ron happens to have class with Elise and told her this. So then last Saturday night she came into TH and asked my why I would say that (ect. ect.) and told me she was going to kick my ass and to come outside and such. How dumb would I be to do something like that at my own place of employment, and with a minor who I know is very ready to press charges on anyone and everyone. So I kind of laughed it off, it wasn't that big of a deal, but it was pretty funny.

I kind of expected some sort of angry comment things on myspace, but I was surprised when neither Matt nor I got any. Then, today she sent him a text saying "I'm so sorry and you were right about Justin" (blah blah blah) However, I do not get any sort of apology. It's okay though, I will openly admit I don't care and don't like her. (Why would I? She's my boyfriend's ex.) And, that doesn't even have to do with the fact that she likes to call me a fat ugly whore.

However, I do believe that the whole reason she sent him a text like that is to get back on his good side. She's up to something, she's always up to something. I'm fairly sure that if Matt and I broke up she'd be all over him in a matter of seconds. It seems strange to be that infatuated with someone though.

This is why I'm convinced that Garden Spot high school breeds bitchy drama queen type girls. I never really encountered girls like this before I started to meet people from G-Spot. Weird thing is, it really does seem like every girl is like that. It's okay though... life isn't as fun without unnecessary drama.

On a lighter note, Matt and I celebrate one year together on March 12th! I can't wait for many more!!!

For Reasons Unknown

2007-03-04T16:31:00.000-05:00

Okay, so this is the first entry. I've had blogs before and usually quit using them after a few months. Yet, this time I actually want to keep up with this, at least for awhile.

Okay so Friday night I worked on this really annoying research paper for a class that I hate! My professor of World Literature II is the biggest asshole in the world. He's from Nigeria and walks around in traditional African dress all the time. Also, all he does in class is ridicule people because if you think the text has some other meaing than he does, you must be WRONG. This is why I try not to speak in this class. Unfortunately he forces us to and I can't stand it.

The worst part of it is, all the readings have the exact same themes! It's like "yeah I'm from a country that used to be a European colony and I hate white people, religion, and the general state of things." Which is fine, except that's all we've been talking about all semeseter long and I really can't think of anything more to say about it. Dan from my work suggested that I come into class in full African dress and claim that I was born in Africa to missionaries. I think that would really piss him off...

Anyway, later on Friday I went to visit Jess at the Walmart Subway. She had some really interesting stories to tell me about people we know (and don't know,) and I saw just about my entire high school graduating class (Yuck to everone except Jen.) We made plans to take a day trip to Philly on spring break and other stuff since my hours have been cut at work (for some unknown reason) and I only have 19 during my spring break week.

After that Matt, my sister, her boyfriend, and I went midnight bowling for lack of anything better to do. Matt and I won, for sure.

Yesterday, I went to work from 2p-10p because my life sucks. The night was fairly boring except for some chance encounters with a few choice people. Then, Matt and I went to DQ and had some ice cream and afterwards we just went to his house for awhile.

In closing thought, have you ever wondered why some people do the things that they do? I seriously wonder about this, to some degree, every single day. It seems strange to me that some people make a big deal out of the smallest things. I guess it's a difference in the level of maturity, or the amount of illegal substance in ones body.