Once Upon a Time

Wow, let me just start with life has been kind of boring lately. I'm up to my eye balls in homework, papers, and studying! But hey, at least I have completely drowned yet... I really just can't wait until this semester is over! I also can't wait to get my hair cut and get my dress for Katie's wedding... Cuz, you know me, I freak out about stupid stuff like "will I be able to get the dress I want" ect. ect. I'm retarded.

Today I actually have something semi-interesting to share. The past two nights I've actually been able to remember my dreams, and they have been funny and weird. I'll write down every detail so hopefully someone can tell me what colors mean and everything haha.

Okay

Dream No. 1:
I dreamed that I was in Bowmansville and I think I was at the park. I also don't know if Matt was with me. Anyway, along came Elise in a blue sparkley prom-type dress. I didn't talk to her, and I'm not sure if she noticed me. Then there was an old fashioned well and Elise fell into it. I don't know who called 911, but it took the firefighters all day and all night to get her out and she missed whatever function she was suposed to attened. Oh, and the fire trucks were yellow. That's all I remember. (kinda scary like The Ring lol)

Dream No. 2:
I was at work with Shannon and Matt, and Matt was cleaning the men's room. As I was working, I saw a girl coming into Turkey Hill with short dark curly hair and medium dark skin... Guess who? Becca(no Keith or baby). I told Matt about it and he went out to her and started talking to her. She started to cry out in the parking lot and he walked back in laughing.

Weird dreams, involving people I don't see all that often and who are on my shit list. I wonder what they could mean? Please tell me!

Rainy Monday

3 YEARS AGO:

How old were you
Then: 16
Now: 19

Where did you go to school?
Then: Cocalico High School
Now: Kutztown University

Where did you work?
Then: K-Mart
Now: Turkey Hill

Where did you live?
Then: Denver, Pa
Now: Denver, Pa

Where did you hang out?
Then: ?? The mall, my house
Now: Matt's house, my house, Turkey Hill lol, Subway

Who was your best friend(s)?
Then: ?? Jess or Becca or Melissa
Now: Matt and Jess

What was your hair style:
Then: Red and mid length with bangs
Now: Fairly long and dark brown

Did you wear glasses?
Then: No
Now: No

How many tattoos did you have?
Then: None
Now: None

How many piercings did you have?
Then: 2
Now: 5 (all on my ears)

What was your worst fear?
Then: Drive-Thrus, Heights
Now: Drive-Thrus

You been arrested?:
Then: Nope
Now: Nope

Had your heart broken?
Then: No
now: Yeah

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter?
Then: Single
Now: Taken (Practically Married lol)

Ramble On

Soooo nothing much has happened lately.

Last week Jess and I were suposed to go get some piercings, but we didn't get back to Lancaster on time and the place closed at 9pm. But, Philly was fun... I got some cool organizational tools from IKEA and we walked around south st. a bit. It was kind of boring. Philly has kind of lost it's charm, I think we need to find something else to do besides south st.

I've also been looking for a damn dress to wear to Matt's sister's wedding. It's kind of hard because I want to look nice but not too nice and since it's prom season everything is glitery and annoying in all the stores. I have no idea what I'm going to wear...

Yesterday, Matt and I drove to Exton mall to try to find a dress for this said wedding. We didn't find anything so we came back to his house and ate dinner then we decided to drive into park city to see if they had anything for me to wear. However, we no sooner walked in the door and Matt saw his friend Pete from high school and some other kid that goes to BTI with him and they sat and talked forever. It was at least an hour. Anyway, I didn't get much shopping done, but I did get these really fabulous earrings.

Today was boring! I went to school and then on the way home I stopped at Target and bought a neat t-shirt... Then I went to the mall and bought shoes and jeans. Needless to say I've been spending waaaaay too much money lately. I'm glad I got my income tax check but I really have to start saving soon! Then, after I went home my sister was talking to me about prom and we decided to go into park city (again) and shop for her prom dress. She finally decided on a really strange (but cute) dress that is red and has polka dots on it... She likes to be different.

Anyway, that pretty much sums up my day. After all that, Matt came over at 10pm after work and we layed around and talked about all the stupid stuff that goes on at work. I really love those moments because they make me feel so content with my relationship and conversation on that level is important to me. I really feel like Matt and I are meant to be.

After all, everything happens for a reason.

You Are The One

Hello to all! Today Matty and I celebrated our one year anniversary. I brought an ice cream cake into work for him. Unfortunately the beggers (Kristen, Kyle, Ron) all had to have some too. They're all pigs! Anyway, other than that, and the fact that I mistakenly have two ice cream cakes... It was a nice anniversary. I got a few roses, a nice card, and apparently when we both have off work I get to have a nice dinner at a place of my choice! Really, that's all I could ever ask for.

I don't really have a whole lot going on right now. Except my parents are away all week and they left me with practically no food in the house! I guess that's a good way to lose weight.

So here's a nice quiz for thought:

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Well I guess I'm different haha.... Like we didn't know that.

Random

1.Where did your last kiss take place?
In my kitchen

2. Who knows a secret or two about you?
Matt and some of my friends

3. Three words to explain love...
Fun, passionate, flirty

4. Did you ever burn yourself?
Many times, the most memorable was with Ramen noodles

5. What's crazy to you?
My idiot cats

6. Favorite cuss word?
Shit

7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
How should I know... I could guess one person

8. Who is your hero?
Molly Ringwald

9. Would you ever want to be a model?
Nah, I would have to model plus size clothes cuz I don't have an eating disorder

10. Who is the most experimental person you know?
What kind of experimental? I know nothing

11. Do you tell white lies?
If I must

12. When is your next party?
I don't "party" haha... maybe the next time Falin and Tyler call

13. Who do you want to be with right now?
Matty

14. Is it better to give or get?
Can't I have both? Giving is better though

15. How do you handle a break up?
Cry, starve, and then go out with friends

16. Your motivation for tomorrow?
No, I have absolutely no motivation to go to work

17. Last person to hurt you?
I don't remember lol

18. Last person to make you laugh?
Shannon

19. Last thing you ate?
Peeps

20. Do you ever go a few days without changing your underwear?
Ew... couldn't that cause an infection?

21. Have you ever accidentally eaten an insect?
They say there's a little piece of a bug in every Hershey's bar

22. Do daddy long legs freak you out?
No not really

23. Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
Does a dog count?

24. Have you ever dropped food on the floor and eaten it?
5 second rule!

25. Do you kiss your pets on the mouth?
Sure...

26. Would you ever have sex in a public bathroom?
Hmm probably not

27. What serial killer do you find most interesting?
Jack the Ripper

28. Do you ever talk to the TV?
Sometimes I guess

29. Would you ever work in a retirement home?
Nope, they freak me out

30. Do you believe plants have feelings?
I don't know about "feelings"

31. Do you laugh at people with "bowl" haircuts?
No that's mean.... I call them little Amish boys

32. Do you have nervous twitches?
Doesn't everybody?

33. Are you ever purposely irritating?
Yeah sure sometimes

34. If you could fly, where would you go first?
Germany, England, Ireland, Japan, France... ect. ect.

35. Do you have weak knees?
Yes, actually I do

36. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's?
Double cheese burger plain

37. Are you an emotional person?
Kinda

38. Do you like your name?
Sure, but I don't like the Chelsea Clinton comments

39. Do you dance naked in your room at night?
No... Why would you dance in your room naked?

40. Why did your last relationship end?
Cheater Cheater Pumpkin Eater

41. What are you listening to right now?
Well, the retard cat is growling at nothing right now

42. Biggest fear?
Death, Not getting a good job when I get out of college

43. Favorite place to be?
Vermont, Ocean City MD, At the top of a roller coaster

44. What are you wearing right now?
Pjs

45. Do you hate anybody?
I strongly dislike many people... but not hate

46. Does anyone hate you?
Oh, I do believe there are a few

47. How many people do you trust fully?
Matt... Jess... Maybe a few others

A Beautiful Lie

Well, it's been a few days. My hellish week at school is now over and I can finally enjoy my spring break! Unfortunately, I am not doing anything this week, even though I could be in Vermont with my parents (skiing/snowboarding). However, instead Jess and I are going to go to Philly!!! I don't know what we're actually going to do there, probably have lunch at Cosi like always... Also, I know I want my tragus pierced, and I think she does too, so we may do that. I was also thinking about a rook piercing, but I don't think I have enough money to do both right now. Although, I did get my income tax check... and unfortunately I used most of it to pay off half my credit card... Yay now I only owe like $500! I'm a shop-aholic.

I also want to go to that cool new age store that sells incense when we're on South st. and possibly Ikea among other things. Other than that I have to look forward to plenty of sleeping in, some homework, and yucky TH for the rest of my break.

Oh, and for the interested, Elise apologized to me in writing. And you know what, I think it's a very insincere apology (and I'm usually a pretty good judge of that). I can't blame her though, why would she ever feel the need to be truely sincere to me? I stole her boyfriend and apperntly made him cheat on her with me! (If that's how we should think of things then I do believe there should be a whole lot of guys Matt should hate and try to pick fights with.) However, I do think I know what she's really after and it's not going to happen. I've got the little manipulative girl pretty well figured out in terms of what she's been trying to pull for about the last year. Not that I'd ever let her know that I know what she's doing (unless she is so bored and obsessed that she reads this).

Oh well, the apology is pretty funny. Apparently Justin has nudey pics of his ex-girlfriend on his phone and that just tipped her off that I may have been right (yeah right). I'd like to know (just out of curiousity) who is ex is. So therefore, I'm very right and her threats were all big misunderstanding because she was trying to stand up for the "good" guy she thhought he was. And now they just can not date because he really is in it just for sex! (Even though I just saw his truck at her house, at about 12:30Am, a couple of nights ago.) If you ask me they're friends and she has a grudge, therefore they're probably planning all this to go their way and have never been dating. Besides, isn't that like statutory rape?


Okay, on another note here's one for Jess:

Friendship Compatibility of Taurus with Taurus
This is one of the most stable friendships you'll ever have, which means a lot to you, Taurus. You won't have to worry about this pal running off when you're sick, broke, or depressed. In fact, you can rely on your fellow Bull to provide exactly the kind of practical assistance you need to overcome these troubles, whether it's an expert doctor or a steady job or an engaging new hobby. You love this friend's earthy humor, while your Taurus pal adores your relaxed attitude. If you're going on a wine-tasting tour, spa retreat, or Paris vacation, take this friend. They'll double your pleasure by savoring every moment. Are there any shortcomings to this friendship? Well, you're both notoriously stubborn, which can lead to some frustrating stalemates. Break your stand-offs by flipping a coin, so that you can go on to enjoy activities like gardening, gourmet cooking and rock-climbing.

How about that gardening and gourmet cooking? And, no offense, but I'd love to see Jess rock-climbing...

Haha, Elise is a Taurus... Does that mean I could be wonderfullly great friends with her too?

You're So Sly

This is one of the most stressful weeks I've had in a long while. For everyone who is in college, have you ever noticed that the professors love to heap piles of work (like readings, essays, midterms, ect.) on their students the week before a break? I will be glad when spring break starts, because then this stupid week is over with. To top it all off, I still have not finished my 7 page paper that's due on Friday...

In other news, the retard from the last post has said that she's sorry. To my boyfriend, not to me. Because apparently threatening to kick my ass is not worthy of an apology when you realize that the whole reason you would wanted to kick my ass was actually true. Yes, hard to believe, I speak the truth. However, please don't confuse the fact that I said that as any sort of an act of compassion. I never intended for it to get back to her and "warn" her.

You know what, I like this blogger thing. It's a good place to vent to anyone who is willing to read. Because of that, I think maybe I should change my writing style and be more honest. Therefore, I guess you would all like to know the whole story to the paragraph above... Well here goes it. Matt's (my boyfriend) ex-girlfriend (Elise) has hated me ever since I've started dating him. Big deal, it's not like I see her often, right? Well, actually I see her more than I would like. Anyway, I happened to make a comment about how the guy she was seeing is kind of the type of guy that would use a girl just for sex. Happens to be fairly accurate considering I graduated high school with this guy and at least know of his reputation. I will admit I don't personally know him that well.

I said all this during a conversation with Matt and this kid that we work with named Ron. Ron happens to have class with Elise and told her this. So then last Saturday night she came into TH and asked my why I would say that (ect. ect.) and told me she was going to kick my ass and to come outside and such. How dumb would I be to do something like that at my own place of employment, and with a minor who I know is very ready to press charges on anyone and everyone. So I kind of laughed it off, it wasn't that big of a deal, but it was pretty funny.

I kind of expected some sort of angry comment things on myspace, but I was surprised when neither Matt nor I got any. Then, today she sent him a text saying "I'm so sorry and you were right about Justin" (blah blah blah) However, I do not get any sort of apology. It's okay though, I will openly admit I don't care and don't like her. (Why would I? She's my boyfriend's ex.) And, that doesn't even have to do with the fact that she likes to call me a fat ugly whore.

However, I do believe that the whole reason she sent him a text like that is to get back on his good side. She's up to something, she's always up to something. I'm fairly sure that if Matt and I broke up she'd be all over him in a matter of seconds. It seems strange to be that infatuated with someone though.

This is why I'm convinced that Garden Spot high school breeds bitchy drama queen type girls. I never really encountered girls like this before I started to meet people from G-Spot. Weird thing is, it really does seem like every girl is like that. It's okay though... life isn't as fun without unnecessary drama.

On a lighter note, Matt and I celebrate one year together on March 12th! I can't wait for many more!!!

For Reasons Unknown

Okay, so this is the first entry. I've had blogs before and usually quit using them after a few months. Yet, this time I actually want to keep up with this, at least for awhile.

Okay so Friday night I worked on this really annoying research paper for a class that I hate! My professor of World Literature II is the biggest asshole in the world. He's from Nigeria and walks around in traditional African dress all the time. Also, all he does in class is ridicule people because if you think the text has some other meaing than he does, you must be WRONG. This is why I try not to speak in this class. Unfortunately he forces us to and I can't stand it.

The worst part of it is, all the readings have the exact same themes! It's like "yeah I'm from a country that used to be a European colony and I hate white people, religion, and the general state of things." Which is fine, except that's all we've been talking about all semeseter long and I really can't think of anything more to say about it. Dan from my work suggested that I come into class in full African dress and claim that I was born in Africa to missionaries. I think that would really piss him off...

Anyway, later on Friday I went to visit Jess at the Walmart Subway. She had some really interesting stories to tell me about people we know (and don't know,) and I saw just about my entire high school graduating class (Yuck to everone except Jen.) We made plans to take a day trip to Philly on spring break and other stuff since my hours have been cut at work (for some unknown reason) and I only have 19 during my spring break week.

After that Matt, my sister, her boyfriend, and I went midnight bowling for lack of anything better to do. Matt and I won, for sure.

Yesterday, I went to work from 2p-10p because my life sucks. The night was fairly boring except for some chance encounters with a few choice people. Then, Matt and I went to DQ and had some ice cream and afterwards we just went to his house for awhile.

In closing thought, have you ever wondered why some people do the things that they do? I seriously wonder about this, to some degree, every single day. It seems strange to me that some people make a big deal out of the smallest things. I guess it's a difference in the level of maturity, or the amount of illegal substance in ones body.